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date: Wednesday, March 17, 2010
i always ask myself would i rather have a loving family or a rich family?
i find myself unable to answer that question.
i am someone who's often alone at home.
times that i spent alone in my room.
countless times of reflections.
and i'll end up with tears flowing down my cheeks.
my answer to everything, who to blame?
me.
i find myself unable to answer that question.
i am someone who's often alone at home.
times that i spent alone in my room.
countless times of reflections.
and i'll end up with tears flowing down my cheeks.
my answer to everything, who to blame?
me.
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date: Saturday, March 13, 2010
you're not here when i needed you the most..
title: pocketful of sunshine
date: Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I feel angry at myself because i did things i shouldn't do.
I dont know why i did so or say so. It's like the angel in me suddenly voiced out.
and at times, the devil controls my mind.
Things that i've done cant be undone.
Time that had passed cant be rewind.
Oh my, now that i've done so, i cant do anything about it.
grr. how i wish 2012 end of the world would really happen.
It's like a sweet escape from everything.
Take me away.
I dont know why i did so or say so. It's like the angel in me suddenly voiced out.
and at times, the devil controls my mind.
Things that i've done cant be undone.
Time that had passed cant be rewind.
Oh my, now that i've done so, i cant do anything about it.
grr. how i wish 2012 end of the world would really happen.
It's like a sweet escape from everything.
Take me away.
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date: Monday, March 8, 2010
when was the last time i blogged?
i couldnt even recall.
things are getting better now.
he's by my side. and im by his side.
i love the feeling of knowing that i'll get to see him everyday.
i love to use his lappy instead of mine.
i love feeling sleepy and missing him at the same time.
i love it when he's tired but yet he still puts an effort to entertain me.
i want to feel like this always.
it makes me feel not taken for granted.
and i want to learn to not take things for granted.
that's gonna be really hard but i'll try :)
i look like im doing yoga. LOL.
i couldnt even recall.
things are getting better now.
he's by my side. and im by his side.
i love the feeling of knowing that i'll get to see him everyday.
i love to use his lappy instead of mine.
i love feeling sleepy and missing him at the same time.
i love it when he's tired but yet he still puts an effort to entertain me.
i want to feel like this always.
it makes me feel not taken for granted.
and i want to learn to not take things for granted.
that's gonna be really hard but i'll try :)
i look like im doing yoga. LOL.