title: Just kill me.
date: Sunday, January 31, 2010
Well, i cant find another day better than today,
to be the worse day of my life.
everything's coming all at once.
i couldnt stop my tears everytime i think about them.
I am always not happy with my life.
I am always not happy with myself.
I am always not happy with everything.
Where's the positive attitude of mine?
Where isit?
I need you back.
real badly.
to be the worse day of my life.
everything's coming all at once.
i couldnt stop my tears everytime i think about them.
I am always not happy with my life.
I am always not happy with myself.
I am always not happy with everything.
Where's the positive attitude of mine?
Where isit?
I need you back.
real badly.
Labels: pain
title: im so tired of being here.
date: Friday, January 29, 2010
im so tired of being here.
your presence still lingers here.
and it wont leave me alone.
i wished that everything will remain as wonderful.
all the memories that we used to have.
and that will never changed.
im just..
disappointed..
Labels: emo
title: justdontcareaboutthispost
date: Wednesday, January 27, 2010
would you do anything..
to save our friendship?
i guess the answer will probably be..
no..
how could it be,
so sweet yet bitter.
tell me why.
to save our friendship?
i guess the answer will probably be..
no..
how could it be,
so sweet yet bitter.
tell me why.
Labels: emo
title: im a fool out of love.
date: Monday, January 25, 2010
blog's covered with dirty dust.
i am not emo today.
so no emo post :}
been really high in school recently.
laughing at almost everything.
this is the only way to keep me going in school!
no more '' i must do well for O's '' mood.
more of a '' i cant wait for friday '' mood.
oh my.
what to do ?
i am not emo today.
so no emo post :}
been really high in school recently.
laughing at almost everything.
this is the only way to keep me going in school!
no more '' i must do well for O's '' mood.
more of a '' i cant wait for friday '' mood.
oh my.
what to do ?
title:
date: Thursday, January 21, 2010
benji on his way here.
i have been rather depressed lately.
i just dont understand why.
when you treat someone good,
they always take it for granted.
like always.
and me,
softhearted.
suffering, me.
dont come back,
because i didnt ask you to.
the funny thing is,
i dont feel anything at all.
it seems just another day.
like another weekday.
no more weekends for me.
i have been rather depressed lately.
i just dont understand why.
when you treat someone good,
they always take it for granted.
like always.
and me,
softhearted.
suffering, me.
dont come back,
because i didnt ask you to.
the funny thing is,
i dont feel anything at all.
it seems just another day.
like another weekday.
no more weekends for me.
title:
date: Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Please.
who's there?
no one.
no one.
title: Busy bee
date: Monday, January 18, 2010
So sorry for not replying to the board.
Just dont really have the time. (fake)
Im just too lazy to reply :(
dnt's on top of my head now.
history's pressing onto my head.
( hist SBQ. LOL. )
and maths already in my head.
toughness.
oh no.
oh god.
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Just dont really have the time. (fake)
Im just too lazy to reply :(
dnt's on top of my head now.
history's pressing onto my head.
( hist SBQ. LOL. )
and maths already in my head.
toughness.
oh no.
oh god.
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Labels: stress
title: sunday
date: Saturday, January 16, 2010
Excellent weekend with baby.
Everything seem to be so cheerful.
All the problems were covered with laughters.
it seemed so perfect..
Well, sometimes i really think that life's fair.
when 'this' is in excellent condition,
and the 'other' goes down the drain.
I'd just let it be. let it be gone.
forever and ever.. goodbye.
Labels: sunday
title: your ugly truth.
date: Friday, January 15, 2010
Well, what else can i say?
I've always taken you as a friend of mine.
someone that will be by her side always.
and yet, you're just another f-ing idiot.
who doesn't even know who you're dealing with.
Really. Becareful of your mouth, what you say.
You'll probably be fucked up by your mouth one day.
middle.
I've always taken you as a friend of mine.
someone that will be by her side always.
and yet, you're just another f-ing idiot.
who doesn't even know who you're dealing with.
Really. Becareful of your mouth, what you say.
You'll probably be fucked up by your mouth one day.
middle.
title: Rock my world.
date: Wednesday, January 13, 2010
well, i spend my time thinking bout you.
i hope you'll do that too :}
Tomorrow's friday!
School feels like war everyday.
Gonna go get my dnt done now :{
friday.friday.friday.friday.friday.
friday.friday.friday.friday.friday.
friday.friday.friday.friday.friday.
title: just another creature that i probably wont get to understand.
date:
Out of a sudden.
i got this urge to blog.
don't ask me why, cause i dunno either.
sometimes i wonder,
guys, probably,
are just another creature
that i probably wont get to understand.
well sometimes. only, i guess.
imagine if there're only females. no males.
everybody's hot.
that sounds rather good huh?
HA.
i got this urge to blog.
don't ask me why, cause i dunno either.
sometimes i wonder,
guys, probably,
are just another creature
that i probably wont get to understand.
well sometimes. only, i guess.
imagine if there're only females. no males.
everybody's hot.
that sounds rather good huh?
HA.
Labels: emo
title: wednesday.
date:
dnt's killing meeee.
Yay.
Chantelle hates facebook.
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Yay.
Chantelle hates facebook.
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title: Another sunny afternoon.
date: Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Another day of school.
Nothing much.
Nothing little.
Just plain stress.
I've got to change my attitude.
of looking forward to the weekends.
every week.
I just cant believe that you're gone..
No longer with me.
No longer with me.
title: new blog.
date: Monday, January 11, 2010
new blog.
lost access of x-xo-o.
im very upset about it.
but looks like google
dont give a damn about it.
shit you.