title:
date: Sunday, July 18, 2010
Sudden urge of blogging again.
It seems like the sky is crying for us everyday..
Things changed so much.
both you and i changed so much.
i dont deny that i miss those days,
having someone i know i could rely on.
Now that i've learnt to rely on no one but myself.
and i've grown strong out of it.
but yet, i still miss you.
Maybe i shouldnt be selfish anymore,
because im afraid that im doing so..
because im afraid of being alone.
i cant bring myself to hurt you all over again..
because i know how painful it is.
Hahaha. Nao i feel like crying.
wtf.
i know.
It seems like the sky is crying for us everyday..
Things changed so much.
both you and i changed so much.
i dont deny that i miss those days,
having someone i know i could rely on.
Now that i've learnt to rely on no one but myself.
and i've grown strong out of it.
but yet, i still miss you.
Maybe i shouldnt be selfish anymore,
because im afraid that im doing so..
because im afraid of being alone.
i cant bring myself to hurt you all over again..
because i know how painful it is.
Hahaha. Nao i feel like crying.
wtf.
i know.
title: Meet me halfway.
date: Tuesday, June 29, 2010
It's been a long time.
Everything changed.
But well, this is life isnt it?
We've all got to learn to let go sometimes.
All we've to do is to smile everyday.
Because there're facts that you simply can't change.
I'm still learning to cherish the ones i love the most.
And live life with no regrets!
Speaking of that,
i just made up my mind to start studying real hard.
LOL.
Ok bye, off to study!
Everything changed.
But well, this is life isnt it?
We've all got to learn to let go sometimes.
All we've to do is to smile everyday.
Because there're facts that you simply can't change.
I'm still learning to cherish the ones i love the most.
And live life with no regrets!
Speaking of that,
i just made up my mind to start studying real hard.
LOL.
Ok bye, off to study!
title: old me's dead and gone.
date: Friday, June 4, 2010
you made me smiled,
please stay for awhile now.
I lose control, when you kiss me.
the feeling shows, tears hold back.
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date: Thursday, June 3, 2010
Yesterday, when i hugged you.
i felt so happy, and afraid of losing you.
im afraid that it's the last time.
never get to hug you this close ever again.
you and i.
lead different lifes, fate brought us together.
and i didnt regret being together with you.
i'd regret not putting enough love for you.
last night, when you left, i didnt feel sad.
i feel like everything will be fine.
but yet, you told me how you felt.
i didnt know what to do when i know how you felt.
all i know is that, i've got to tell you how i felt and think.
before everything's too late.
but, when i told you how i felt, hoping that we could fix this.
it didnt happen, you gave up, and let go of me.
when i was about to hold you tight, and love you even more.
yes, it hurts me, the pain that you've made, will always be with me.
i cried and i asked you questions that i needed to ask.
your answers were not the ones i wanted..
you've long let go of me.
there's nothing i could do to change, us.
i cried so hard and hoped that everything was a dream.
but it wasnt..
you're no longer with me.
you asked if i trust you.
i didnt know what to answer..
because i dont trust that you'll be there for me forever.
maybe i loved you slightly deeper than you loved me.
but it doesnt matter anymore.
i'll give you what you want, because you've always been giving in to me.
im afraid that i'll break into tears when i see you tomorrow.
but i dont know if you ever felt the same as me..
seeing the letters and little things that we've been through.
it breaks my heart all over again.
i love you,
xoxo.
Be strong.
i felt so happy, and afraid of losing you.
im afraid that it's the last time.
never get to hug you this close ever again.
you and i.
lead different lifes, fate brought us together.
and i didnt regret being together with you.
i'd regret not putting enough love for you.
last night, when you left, i didnt feel sad.
i feel like everything will be fine.
but yet, you told me how you felt.
i didnt know what to do when i know how you felt.
all i know is that, i've got to tell you how i felt and think.
before everything's too late.
but, when i told you how i felt, hoping that we could fix this.
it didnt happen, you gave up, and let go of me.
when i was about to hold you tight, and love you even more.
yes, it hurts me, the pain that you've made, will always be with me.
i cried and i asked you questions that i needed to ask.
your answers were not the ones i wanted..
you've long let go of me.
there's nothing i could do to change, us.
i cried so hard and hoped that everything was a dream.
but it wasnt..
you're no longer with me.
you asked if i trust you.
i didnt know what to answer..
because i dont trust that you'll be there for me forever.
maybe i loved you slightly deeper than you loved me.
but it doesnt matter anymore.
i'll give you what you want, because you've always been giving in to me.
im afraid that i'll break into tears when i see you tomorrow.
but i dont know if you ever felt the same as me..
seeing the letters and little things that we've been through.
it breaks my heart all over again.
i love you,
xoxo.
Be strong.
title:
date: Saturday, May 29, 2010
screaming i love you in my heart.
but you wouldnt know a thing.
title:
date:
It's just too late.
I didnt say i love you enough.
Live like we're dying.
I didnt say i love you enough.
Live like we're dying.
title:
date: Thursday, May 27, 2010
When i first met you, i knew you were the one.
When im with you, I am happy and i want to be with you forever.
When i quarreled with you, i felt like the world's gonna end.
When we come to an end, it hurts so much.
I miss the times we had.
I miss waking up and disturbing you.
I miss the hugs and kisses that we had.
I miss you so badly.
For the past few days, i had cried so much for you.
my heart's so painful.
and it could fall apart any moment.
But you're not with me anymore.
We're not the same anymore.
I promised that i wont hurt you anymore.
and you wont feel any pain anymore.
I'll disappear from your life.
goodbye and take care.
When im with you, I am happy and i want to be with you forever.
When i quarreled with you, i felt like the world's gonna end.
When we come to an end, it hurts so much.
I miss the times we had.
I miss waking up and disturbing you.
I miss the hugs and kisses that we had.
I miss you so badly.
For the past few days, i had cried so much for you.
my heart's so painful.
and it could fall apart any moment.
But you're not with me anymore.
We're not the same anymore.
I promised that i wont hurt you anymore.
and you wont feel any pain anymore.
I'll disappear from your life.
goodbye and take care.